Holy SHIT, slept @ 6 plus & woke up @ 9 plus. What the hell...

Tired? Nah...

I dont even know what is tired now...

There are alot of thing I wanted to say n blog out but I just cant.
Can someone just fucking dig out my fucking heart?
Sorry my past few blog content FUCKs. I mood is damn lousy. Not mood swing, not having any PMS.
Everything is I think, I thought, who can confirm. No one! I cant even confirm with myself.
I think i can.
I thought i could.
What i think & thought is just useless, pointless.

15 Aug 2005, I joined my current company. Within that week, I saw a lady who took the same company bus to work & back to boon lay interchange after work as me & the feeling started from there on. At first, saw her quite often, then dont for what reason seldom get to see her.
She have a pair of big n round eyes. These was what i had been attractted by her. I dont know her name but i do know which department she working at.
I wanted to walk up to her n say hello. But i never, no gut.
The moment i saw her, my heart keep pumping very very fast...
So everyday i will just quietly looking at her. Weeks passed. Till a day i thought of an idea. Its quite stupid but it works. What is that idea? I will not say it. But it help us to get together. Before we were together, we SMSes, MSN, Chat thru phone. If i m not wrong at that time, there's a show A Date With Vampire, we will watch n chat at the same time. I dont really watching it as i cant yi xing er yong. We chatted all our heart out. She been honest to tell me the fact. Of coz i did tell her mine. I NOT BECAUSE OF PITY HER THEN LOVE HER. NO, NEVER.

At the date of Sep 13, we were finally together. Together to face all odds, together to go thru all obstacles, all ups & downs, happy & sad.

These is how i get to know her.
Regrets???
Perhap, maybe a few...

不是说好一起闯出去

怎能剩我一人回去