This morning still manage to go to work, as i still feeling not that well. 1st half of the day during work seem so terrible. After taking my lunch, i took my super sleepy medicine & took a short nap. Feel so refresh. Energy fully charged!!! Lolx... No kidding yea.

Finally, 5pm. Relax abit, then get change to off work.

I decided to blog because I want to type out what I feel. No other intention nor trying to provoke anybody.

If anybody feel been provoked, I m sorry.

What I can say is, Read It At Your Own Will.

Fenz asked me, why my words so colourful?

Simple, I want my life to be colourful as well. Who like their life to be a dull one? I doesn't mean dull colours not nice. But i just perfer it to be colouful.

Just wake up from my nap... Stil feeling tired n weak... Wondering tml able to go work or not. I hope to get back into tip top condition asap, as next week wil be very siong coz..... sorry cant say, confidential. Hehee...

I already learn how to let go. Life still carry on as per normal.

Hope I can get the best out of it.

Hope I have the time to ask Little Miss Giggles out soon.

Hope to see you soon...

Didn't went for work today. Have flu, cough badly till the whole lung coming out from my mouth. Sick=suck!!!

Just read a blog, its said: guy at first is like that, treat you like princess but when time past then you will know their true colours.

Lady is not like that ma?

I don't wish to pin point who.

I wil admit that mine temper is not good and i do smoke. But why sometime ppl don't even think about themselves?

As i said, I'm not perfect, I don't even know if I'm fiction or fact.

I'm not offenced at all. But i just hope things that are not mention will not repeat again.

I m not trying to put blame on others or trying to push away blame. As everyone have their fault, have their part to play, have their role to play.

Will wish her all the best...

Can we really control our dreams while we are asleep???

What is dream???
It can be thoughts, pictures or even missing someone that come mostly during sleep.

When you are awake, you can control your thinking.

But how are you going to control it while you are sleeping???

Had been dreaming of someone almost everynight. Sometime just wake up for nothing.

Can someone teach me how to stop dream during my sleep???

Please let me stop those dreams.

Let me sleep soundly. ZZzzZZzzzzz............................

She eats up my thoughts, and yet, she is my thoughts.

She is me, in fact.

The more frustrated I became, the more excited she was.

She fueled my anger, my desperation to destroy something.

She clawed at my thoughts, and she was ugly.

She is everywhere, when I talk, the way I walk, and right there, deep down in my thoughts.

Her cleverness confused me. At times, I have no control over her.

She seems to come out from no where, yet I know she is inside me.

She is kind, yet cruel. Gentle, yet demanding.

She jumps out from the corner and command my thoughts, words, and actions when I am holding my breath,thinking of what,

yet what not to do.

Yet, she leers and jeers at me when I break down.

OMG!!! It has been rainning for the past 2 days. So sick of it. Yes sick of it, till i m sick. Sucks!!! Flu, cough, sore throat, headache, water dripping from my nostril. Sick sick sick...


Ever gets the feeling that whatever you do is never good enough?

I must admit, there are days & sometime even weeks, months, years when i feel incompetent. I wonder if I'm just a fiction.

I start looking at pictures of mountains & beaches & wishing I was there instead of here...

如果留下多一秒钟
可以减少明天想你的痛
我会愿意放下所有
交换任何一丝丝可能的占有

幸福只剩一杯沙漏
眼睁睁看着一幕幕甜蜜
不会再有原来平凡无奇的拥有
到现在竟像是无助的奢求

我已开始练习
开始慢慢着急
着急这世界没有你
已经和眼泪说好不哭泣
但倒数计时的爱该怎么继续

我天天练习
天天都会熟悉
在没有你的城市里
试着删除每个两人世界里
那些曾经共同拥有的一切美好和回忆

爱是一万公顷的森林
迷了路的却是我和你
不是说好一起闯出去
怎能剩我一人回去

Never love? Never trust? Don't even try?

Not the boy who brought you on the Ferris wheels ride.

Not even the girl whom shoulders you cried on, day and night,with all your might.

I lost my senses again, screamed at the poor receiver of my disgust,

and spats of cold and uncut words, and the more frustrated I was,

the more my inner Oben crackled and laughed at me.

Take my hand, I'll bring you to Neverland.
Be it you're a lover, or even if you're a hater,
Make up your mind, I'm left with not much time.
I'm not perfect, I don't even know if I'm fiction or fact.
When you speak those hateful words, have you thought of how life works?
I won't be mad, I won't feel bad.
What pain will you feel, after all that I've gone through.
Did I ever mean something? Did I ever mean something, to you...
Have I ever been real to you?

Cant Believe It!!!

Cant believe i created my blog. Hope its not that bad. Still learning how to use it, will improve n try to update oftenly.

Currently reading novel..... Cant believe myself reading. Lolx... What to do, pass time lor.
Quite enriching, in term to my english. Some of the posting is i read & had much feeling to it.
Althought its a long trudged way, but life still have to go on.


Nobody could prophesy the future.